SWEETEST.

i go for my counselling today and yes my I.O came and talk something that make me shocked. there's another slash case happened at yishun yesterday and i was at yishun yesterday too but thank god nothing happen or whatsoever.

at first raz told me to keep my ciggy away before there's a bag check and i was thinking it's not like secondary school the I.O gonna check one by one bag's so i ignored what he told me to do so. well , nothing happen . after the I.O finished his speak , i walk off straight to meet zahari.

thankyou zahari for spending your time and waited for me outside my counselling place. so zahari was fucking hungry and we decided to have our lunch at KFC. 

after our lunch , slack under the block and meet apek . we three slack and play UNO together while waiting for my next session with my parent's at 7pm. oh ya thanks edwin for the ciggy. so kind of you. (:

and theres some conversation happened between me , edwin & razmi when they saw me , afiq & zahari walk pass them .

edwin: that guy your boyfriend ah ? (which is apek)

me: no lahh ! my boyfriend got work today.

razmi: you bodow or potek siaa edwin ? her boyfriend handsome siaa. more handsome than me .

edwin: really ah ?

razmi: ya lahhh . lie for what. i swear siaa. more handsome than you also .

me: *thinking* (si raz ni gay or what ?)

HAHAHA ! well they suspended from the counselling thingy cause of their behaviour just now toward's the I.O. i pity them plus i was a bit sad cause there's no one gonna entertain me accept for both of them. even they are too aggressive but both of them are a good guy i can see that. gonna miss both of them . ):

well the night session with my family is a bit interesting. i did a card for my both parents so do they. and we light candle to welcome them in. yes mama was crying when i give that card and she can see how much i've changed and i'm proud of myself. yes proud of myself. (:

i was about to cry but tahan maha tahan so i'm just smile smile and smile. then we had our dinner and that was a cheese & bbq pizza. sorry zahari & afiq korang tak dapat. bluek ! hahaha. and when we were eating , father ask me why bhy never send me today and i was surprised when he ask me that question so i answer bhy was working today. hehehe. you know why i'm surprised ? cause i never communicate well enough with my father and that was the first time he talk to me about my bhy. awwww. and mama say this 

"afiq tady tu kan kawan fydy ? fydy nyer mana ?" and i say 

"kawan adeq juga kan mama. ape lah mama nie. fydy ge malaysiaaa."

well dont worry mama . me and fydy still friend's . we're not enemies and if we do , we're not gonna fight infront of you. if he hates me so much , at least he dont hate you dah bagus ye mama. so dont worry. (:

okay i was enjoying myself today. and now i was a bit frustrated cause there's alot of weird people call me and talk blah blah blah. i was thinking how they get my number. should i change my number ? buang duit je kalau beli sim card baru. tsk. forget it.

oh yahhhh next sat and sun and it's on the 18 i'm going to have a trip to melaka with my family and mama ask me to bring bhy along with us but i dont think bhy can so i'm going to tell mama forget it lah. let's bhy survive 2 days 1 night without me in singapore. :P so i'm not going to work next sat & sunday so sad thou. ): but it's okay lain hari ader.

and after my trip to melaka my chalet gonna be on the next day. very tiring siaaa. who wanna tag along to my chalet please raise up your hand !! hahaha. please call me . i need to know if you're conferm going . 

and now i wanna share something.

someone told me that someone miss the old me and i was wondering what did they mean by missing the old me ?

 i know i spend time with my boyfriend more than you girls but that doesnt mean i forget you girls and the new me has come. right ?

 i dont say my boyfriend is my first priority. 

so please stop being a hypocrite by talking about me behind my back cause i know. 

i know they way you girls react infront of me. okay ?

 it's not that i wanna have misunderstanding between you girl's but it's fucking konek if you girl's wanna END FRIENDSHIP just because you girls are single and i have a boyfriend.

 that doesn't CHANGE a thing at all. 

i dont want a CHILDISH behaviour keep repeating.

 sick and tired to think about this.

 if you girls are my TRUE FRIENDS, you girls wont gossiping about me , wont talk bad stuff about me , will understand my situation that i have to depend my time with you girls & my boyfriend and will be there for me thru thick and thin together. 

doesnt mean i have my boyfriend i dont need you girls. aites ?

 so dont say that i've change and the old liyaa has gone.

it's fucking not right. 

thanks . 

and yes , good if you girls happy without me. 

takecare.