4th story bhy.

Hello fahmi . Hello love . Hello bhy. Hello sayang . Hello to you. (:

I'm here wishing you happy 4th monthsary together . As for your info , at first when i'm with you , i thought both of us are not gonna be up to 2nd month's together and after that 2nd month , i think we will last and now it's like a dream we gone this far. I don't even care if people think "alah baru 4th month". All i know for this 4th month with you , i've been going through thick and thin's together with you.

For the first time i've met you till now , i love you so much and i don't know why. Even we fought and had alot of misunderstanding's this few week's , still the feeling's not even fade at all. But i don't know if your love are fading right ?

All i want you to know ;

I miss the love of your's toward's me.

I miss the everyday warm huggies you've given me before.

I miss my small hand being encased in you.

I miss the way you made me laugh and stutter.

I miss your adorable smile.

I miss how meaningful one kiss after a text from you.

I miss the way you held me.

I miss when you say that you miss me even we didn't meet for a day.

I miss staring deep into your eyes when you talk something fascinating.

I miss kissing your cheek's like everyday or even miss biting you.

I miss our good time together.

I miss having late night conversation's with you.

I miss waking up next to you.

I miss when you kiss my forehead each and every minute.

I miss how close we were before.

I miss spending time with only you and me.

I really miss who you used to be.

I'm sorry i spent so much time being angry with you for something unreasonable. I know i've becoming more & more sensitive. You know the reason why. I don't want to elaborate here. I really hope you treasure my love for you. And for sure, i don't know if you are lucky to have me cause i'm lucky to have you in my life.

And oh, how i wish i can go back to the night's where we used to stay up late and texting each other eventhough you would fall asleep but i don't mind cause we would continue our conversation in the morning and throughout the day. I miss it you know ?

I just want to curl up in your love. So please tell me, it's still mine to hold this relationship tight.

Sorry for putting some stress up in you. Sorry for being too sensitive nowadays. Sorry for saying the work Time-Off just now cause i can't take is anymore. Sorry for putting down the phone with only the word "bye" saying trough my mouth . I'm sorry and even we can't celebrate together today, i hope you enjoy yourself in school by not forgetting that i'm here thinking about you. And i know this 4th story is gonna be boring yeah, cause we can't even spend time with each other. & Happy 4th anniversary again. I love you , i still do .