honesty.

People go, hearts move, friends leave, parents stay, however God is ALWAYS there to look upon.

In life , all you need is honesty. 

Do you know why sometime's i can't trust guy's word 100% ? Cause sometime's i guess it's all bullshit. Yeah , just sometime's. Guys , They say they won't contact a third party behind girl's back but actually they did without we knowing. Guys, They say they make this relationship the last thing in earth , but actually in the end they get the new one and leave girl's alone. Guys, They say they won't drink , they won't do stupid stuff if we say no , but actually they still drinking & etc without we knowing. 

I've been cheated thrice with my ex-es cause he contacting my CLOSE friend's. I've been cheated with one of my ex asking for break cause he want to study but actually he have another spare tyre. I've been cheated with one of my ex loving me just for my money . I've been cheated with one of my ex saying he won't take drug but actually he still continue it. How am i going to trust guy's sometime's ? Can't you guy's have some honesty heart ?

Yes , i did trust bhy but i don't why after the mistake's he did to me, it so hard for me to believe him 100%. I trust him when he say he love me, but i can't trust him when he say he didn't contact other girl's and fucking seriously i dont know why . ): Maybe , just maybe , the past incident still hunt's me. I just need honesty and i'll be okay ., seriously. So yeah , i hope , just so hope , after this , there's no other mistaken he have made. I love him so much till jealousy strike's. ); ):

And anyway , i've been thinking , i don't need friend's who come and go as they like. Ade yang baru , lupe yang lame. Macam gitu gitu lah . I guess , it so hard to find a TRUSTED FRIEND'S. (: Sebab kan , ader kawan korek rahsia kite abeh lepas tu spread kat orang lain. TWO FACE BITCH ? Banyak lah kat dalam dunia ni. Haishhh . This year like seriously aku dah tkde bobal belakang pasal orang lain cause i know they lead their own life so do i .(: Okay byeeee.