IDKwhattodo.

My Full-time Lesbian bestfriend partner. YAY !

I trust no other's , i trust no ball's , accept for myself.

You know , sometimes, there's no point having a good heart when actually they stepped you from behind.

What else should you do ?

Revenge ? Ignore ?

Love is blind, seriously.

Having a boyfriend is not like you need to give him love but actually you need to understand them , trust them , love them with all your heart.

Trust me, i'm hurting right now and still i move on with my love life cause i know this happen because there's a reason.

I try to be strong but sometime's i do break down crying.

You know , i feel like hugging bhy and cry on his shoulder's. 

I want him to know how i fucking hurt the day he hurt me till now.

I want to change my life to be a happier person, but indeed i failed.

I don't know what to do .

I'm just stupid in love. 

I wanted to let out my feeling's.

I wanted to scream out loud.

But no i can't.

Bhy don't want to hear me out.

He don't know what i want right now.

All he see that i'm happy.

I'm hurt hurt hurt. 

That's all.

Bhy , meeting you just now was fun(:

Yes , i realise, i'm always the one who ask to meet up first and for me , that was like a very first time you call me and say that you want to meet me.

I'm pleased seriously.

I just hope everything will be okay.

Yes for you is fine, but for me , something is in my mind. ... ):