Still hurt.

I was hoping not to go school today know why ? My eyes are swollen and even they thought that i'm sick. Nana & Yaya who's been there to cheered me up. Yes , i not even having my breakfast or lunch. I seriously no appetite to eat but yes nana & yaya feed me ice cream untuk alas perut. Thank's girl's.

Johan and both syafiq was there and they totally make me laugh when actually they don't even know that i'm hurting and thank god they were like my badut of the day today ! Hahaha. And esther told me to eat but i don't want to. :/ You know , if you be in my situation , you don't have any appetite to eat. You feel like dying, just dying .. ):

SO! I saw nuttynad and i miss my biol so much oh my gheee ): I feel like sharing thing's out with her and i don't think i need to make this problem a big one so i shut up my mouth. I saw dee & sham and dee keep on saying hi to me like wtf ? Haha. Then they both like tibe tibe want to follow me & nana go grandlink so we anything la.

Johan & syafiq go grandlink too but they not joining us but play their fucking Pool ! -.- Yes , kecyk botak lastly join us karaoke-ing and i swear his voice was like woah . Nice voice huh. Well i did cry half way but nana cheered me up so do they. Sham punya cute he gosok gosok rambut i dary belakang and cakap "kau okay tk ?" with his step cute face. HAHAHA. But thank's yeah. 

And then , my perut masuk angin. I keep on smokey smokey without any food in my stomach. Sumpah sakit but tahan. Then , after everything , yaya & ayu came. We decided to play L4D pulak but nana need to go home. So me , ayu , yaya & sham play L4D together. SUMPAH kite empat cute gyle siaaa. Me and sham at least tk tempang . Tapi Ayu & yaya tempang gyler eh sampai ayu stuck kat dustbin tk boleh jalan. Naseb zoombie tak ttembak. HAHAHA ! And yes i saw buddah aww rinduuu ! ):

While playing that game , i receive msg from bhy but i can't reply him and so long i've waited for his message and he lame giler message me lagi but i understand maybe he busy have a journey to pulau ubin but i was blanked after receiving his message cause i don't know what to reply but i cool down myself and continue play L4D. You know , after kill those zombie's , i shouted here and there , i feel relieved like seriously. Hilangkan stress beb.

Then , i message bhy using ayu's phone and he strted reply from there and all. I don't know what to do but i giving him chance cause i love him still but i know i can't trust him like how i used to and he say that he know we both won't be like last time so i follow the flow since he say that way , i will make thing's more complicated and i make thing's totally not the same as last time. And i miss him truckload's but he don't. Yes , he don't. I guess his heart is confuse i know he don't love only me. Kepala otak aku cakap dher tipu. Dher tak sayang aku sorang. Dher takkkk. )': Yang penting , aku rindu dier tapi aku tahu dher tak rindu aku. Takpe , hati mesty mau tabah okay liya ? *hug liya* (: