valentine.

Bhy , happy valentine day . I know there's no way for us to celebrate valentione together cause you and me are schooling but it's okay . I try to understand .

I thought of meeting you after your school end but no like i say there's no other way's for me to meet and spend time with you today .

But it's okay valentine day it's not a big deal anyway .

Doesn't mean we both don't celebrate together our love is fading no kay no.

We're just busy . And yes we should understand each other.

Bhy , i know i'm not a good valentine girl or even i can say not a good girlfriend but i try to change okay sayang ? 

I know if you read this you will be mad at me cause you keep on saying that im the one you ever wanted but yeah i know i give you lack of love and care and i'm really sorry.

Our 5th month is around the corner and after our 5th anniversary i want you to know that i don't want this r/s shaky and i want the old us who loving and maki maki each other mcm orang tak betul i rindu tu semua.

Sekarang , baru maki cikit je , either you or me merajuk or nanti last last carik pasal . Sedih kan . ): I nak macam dulu.

And yes bhy , trust me , i need time to trust you . 

A whole lot of time.

Sometimes , i do think positive but sometimes i don't so that's why i tell you i need time.

Doesnt mean i dont trust you , i dont love you , ok bhy ?

I want you to SHOW me , that you change . 

Okay bhy ?

Actually , i have a lot to ask you thing's and talk thing's out.

I want you to tell me honestly , but i guess we will end up fighting and you will end up stressed. ):

Just let me keep this thingy without asking you.

I'll be fine. 

So happy valentine day's , sayang .