i’m so sorry you have passed by this blog entry. i seldom write and post a text but i really need to let this out. since this is a blog, who would care right?

i don’t know how to feel. how do i get over the fact that i’m just a rebound? i have never experienced anything like this before. in all my past relationships i was always chosen first. i never had a predecessor or a competition. there was never a plan a and a plan b. and what hurts me is that i was plan b.

now i can’t help but think that my love story with him is the saddest love story i ever experienced. there’s no fairytale, i wasn’t the princess the prince chose. i was more like the stepsister who just happened to have the same size of feet when cinderella died or became ugly or worse, when she dumped the prince for another prince.

i know i should not act like this but i cant help it. we’re happy most of the time anyway. sometimes it just haunts me. i hope whoever reads this crap understands where i’m coming from. it hurts my pride, but you have to let go of your pride for love. there, i just gave myself advice. ):

Never go to school just now and sorry to nana. Instead meet zahari , raudhah & ifah bob under's raudhah place then came faidhi & two of his friend's. Okay no mood to type anymore already but thank's to them who make me laugh like hell just now. Lagy lagi perangai merepek raudhah! hahaha! Okay byeee.