When time flies, i realised , there's no need for me to depend everything from bay . There's no need for me to keep following his back and let him keep following my back. Both have their own future to depend on. We are still young. Our future is still bright. I can't bare to see his money burn because of me and then he didn't save his money for enrollment. I can't bare to see all that. I can't meet him everyday but at the same time i don't want him to flirting around behind my back. Negative feeling's is here in me. I don't know what to do . I'm speechless. Yet, i want him to succeed with whatever dreams he wanted right now. I wanna help him up sometimes, but i don't have that much money to give him. DAMN , I'm sad. ): I will try to help him up but i know he won't let me. Alah , i'm confused and no one would understand what i'm talking about right now. Skip lah ):

Meet nana & haikal first. Yes i know i'm late. Sorry . :/ Then proceed to bugis to talk our pay. Meet zahari there but bay is working so i don't wanna disturb him. Me & nana have our lunch at banquet then nana proceed to town and meet her uncle auntie while the three of us walk around bugis street while waiting for bay.

Decided to watch transformer but it's fully booked sia . Damn it ! So after bhy came we took train to orchard and ape lagy shopping uhhh. I spend alot of my money okay. But fuck it i dont care lah . Next week i wanna try to save my money uhh . Then my money i can share with bhy . YEAH! (sorry sayang i'm not good enough for you . it's okay if you gonna walk away one day and find a girl who can take care of you and give you everything you wanted cause i know i cant give you everything that you wanted. Even you nak amek RTE pun dah susah. I'm sorry.)