damn fuck you.

I think I’m okay. And I try and forget things. Do you like seeing me so weak? Coz you always make me cry. You’re not here, you don’t call back. Tell me why? Why did you build us up and make us seem unbreakable? As if nothing could go wrong. As if we weren’t eraceable. I miss you. I miss us. And I miss everything we had. But the life you want live right now is one that leaves me sad.

The only reason i still hold on to you is because you were the one. You were my only one. we were special and we were real and everybody knew it. But now , there’s a hole in my heart and i hope it only hurts for a second. I hope . *cry*

Actually , i am so done with your fucking bullshit. You don't appreciate me . You choose to contact a 14 year old girl than me . I'm not stupid . Tell me , how many chances have i given to you ? I'm so hurt. You don't love me, i know. You are just using me as a spare tyre. You are not even care of my feeling's. You not even serious in this relationship .

1ST MONTH TILL NOW , ALL YOU DO IS PLAYED BEHIND ME ! CONTACT A 14 YEAR OLD GIRL ONLY ON OUR 2 MONTH TILL NOW ?  TU PUN AKU SABAR !!!!

I'm not strong already , i swear. I'm not the girl who you can play with . I dont one to break down crying like again and again . I'm a girl with a soft hearted heart. I don't know what to do. I'm speechless. Sampai biler nak end ? 

Kau ckp ngn aku on our 6th month , kau promise kau tk uat lagy . Baru bape hari aku dapat tahu satu hal lain pula timbul. Ni kau ckp kau janji ? JANJI PALSU !

ASIK AKU JE NANGES ? KAU ADER NANGES TK ? ADER TK ? KAU ADER KESAH PASAL AKU TK ? KAU EGO. KAU PK KAN DIRI SNIRIK .

SELAMA AKU MATEY NGN KAU , AKU TKDER MENGATAL ATAU CONTACT JANTAN LAIN LAH SIAL. ABEH KAU ? AKU BOLEH BUAT , ASL KAU TK LEH BUAT ? DAH TERANG2 KAU TK CUKUP ADER AKU PE TOL ?

KAU CALL TU PMPN 1 AM EH ? PADAHAL KAU BLG AKU KAU NAK TDO . KAU BANYAK PUNYA WORLD. LAGY APE ? AKU DAH TK DAPAT LATE NIGHT MESSAGE DARY KAU LAGY. SEMUA GONE! SKG BLG AKU SAPE BERUBAH ? KALAU AKU BERUBAH KAU JUGAK YANG UAT AKU NI MCM .

SKG BLG AKU SAPE YANG LOVE FADE ? KAU KE AKU ? KALAU AKU LOVE FADE, AKU DAH LAME CARIK JANTAN LAIN YANG LAGI SEMPURNA DARY KAU . TAPI NI APE ? AKU TAHAN NGN PERANGAI KAU PASAL AKU SAYANG KAU .

KAU YANG LOVE FADE TK CAKAP AH ? PMPN SANE SINI . KAU SHOULD KNOW ASL AKU BNGT NI MCM . KAU TKMU NAK TOLAK BALAK KAT AKU . KALAU KAU SYG AKU , KAU CARIK AKU. 

AKU TKNK KAU PEH SEEK FORGIVENESS ! AKU NAK KAU RASE APE AKU RASE SELAME NI.

JANGAN MENTANG2 AKU DIAM DIAM AKU BAGY KAU CHANCE KAU LEH PIJAK KEPALA AKU DALAM DALAM . NO EH .

AKU DAH PK POSITIVE PASAL KAU NI SKG KAU PULAK YANG BREAK TRUST AKU LAGY  THANKS AH BHY . CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB CB !!!!!