I know i'm late to school again but trust me i still have the guts to wake up from my sleep and have the mood to get ready for school. Sorry eh nana i keep on letting you wait for me. Dah lame tak pergy sekola ngan kau .

Well , go in the second lesson , had my phase test. Thanks to the java teacher he give us answer first then let us memorize the answer by ourself. I get to memorize a little bit of it (: 

After my test , meet zahari and had our break fast at downtown east KFC. Nana came after that and we had our break fast together. Thank god i have a lovely friends like them (: Than straight to punggol and slack. Haikal was there too.

Okay skip , i don't have any mood actually today . I feel like living on my own but i know i can't leave them aside. FACTS: Doesnt mean being a single is the lonely one and being attached is the happiest one. I'm not (: I feel like what i did to him are all wrong. What i speak or talk to him , he keep on hating the way i talk. It hurts me. Saying facts is the wrong thing for example. Am i loving a wrong one ? Or him loving a wrong one ? Or are we not meant to be together ? I know he can live without me. I'm very sure of that okay. I don't know what to do but break down crying by my self. Haiya . Crybaby uh liya. & What would you feel if the one you love say "tak payah nak memekak kat sini ." ? From there i guess he don't need me to find him , text him where is he and all & more ever ask him a question. Well , i won't make his life miserable . I guess i should live on my own. Sorry for messaging or calling when you are busy . I guess i stop this post here. & I guess i really need to live on my own. 

Our 11 months is on saturday well i guess i know what gonna happened. Standard. No way of happiness. Goodnight readers.