I never attend school today cause i need to step into the amk HQ like again to take my warning letter and thats warning letter prove me i'm totally free and i swear i won't do fucking stuff or things stupid ever again . I swear . I had enough and had enough looking at those beruk beruk in there. ENOUGH UH!

So yeah i've done my part to look forward to my future already . I'm happy with my life right now. Relax and simple (: Sorry to my parent's especially mama you need to take care of me about my case. I know how you feel. I've betray you from the start. I'm sorry mama . But now no more. I love you so much (:

After everything settle , go grandma house for a while then home sweet home . Mama today cook kway teow for me . Yummy kay yummy ! hehehe. Thanks mama.

Anw ,i have a confession to said. I know this is fucking incredible but i really have to let out on my own. I don't want to tell others of my friends cause i don't want them to know whats really in my mind. Kay full stop.

I really hate if someone that i love have adeq angkat pompan . Terangkat macam mane ? It really happens before in my life. Aku diam diam check2 kate adeq angkat padahal sayang sane sini . bhy sane sini . u i u i sane sini . Serius i phobia already . Yes i am jealous plus phobia . Can anyone understand me ? Or can that someone that i love understand me too ? ): Aku tkde pun abang angkat sebab aku tahu ade abang angkat rapat giler nanti kalau dah rapat dah susah kan ? That's why i choose to have kakak angkat instead. Please someone understand what i'm trying to say . Feel like screaming sia right now. ): Sedih giler. Someone that i love will read this also ignore what i feel right now. Confirm nyer.